Tuesday, May 01, 2018

Sherlock in Cheyenne : The Adventure of the Perfectly Potential Puzzle


I honestly don’t remember the class we were in. It was an afternoon one, for sure. That afternoon doze denied us, as always. We were not at the top of our form - especially Duane who would get no awards for pen rolling. In this instance “we” were myself and Duane.

We had been discussing the plus and minuses of a girl. She was not, of course, in any of our classes. The classroom we were about to enter was the only one Duane and I shared. It seemed imperative that we continue our discussion immediately. With the classroom etiquette in our way, we resorted to notes. Duane was five up and on my left. As always, a big classroom, which was fortunate since they were many desks in it, providing cover. Student-to-teacher ratio was never one of my concerns. It also never seemed to affect the quality of instruction. We were the best judge of that but, of course, it was never asked of us.

Three notes had come to me and those three returned to Duane. Then I got one in code. Letters had been rearranged. I thought I got the code. I needed to write something down for assistance. I motioned to Duane by scrawling on the desktop with my finger. He leaned down and rolled a fountain pen (of all things!) in my direction. As it rolled, it leaked. It hit a few joints in the floor tiles so that it jumped and spewed deep dark blue splashes of ink that were added to the trail.

I reached out and over and down for the pen. Two fingers became blue. No one except us two had seen it. Then Tipton across the aisle found it. I am sorry to say I thought of a bathroom break, or maybe trade places with Tipton? But he was looking at me as if I hadn’t gone to the bathroom and should have. Also, we were arranged in assigned seats. Then finally the teacher ended my agony when she saw it. Duane brought it off beautifully - slipped from his grasp and started on an independent journey in my general direction, Duane needed a new pen. My need to decipher the message became mute.



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Whereas Janusz Koslowski had a need for cryptography, surreptitious cryptography and with no women involved. No ink trails, but nevertheless he was in trouble, big trouble, since They were interested in him. It was because They knew his recent entrepreneurial venture into translation and editing had a third and hidden component.

It was all in a smooth black (naturally) metal box. Actually the third component wasn’t in the box. It was said to be “associated” with it. It is not at all clear how Janusz developed this connection. He was actively seeking it but how it explicitly came about was unexpected. What he got became known (to very few) as the Quantum Entity. I called it the QE.

Naturally Mr. Holmes, when referring to it, gave the full two words. Mr. Holmes learned of the box and two of its components via “our page” in the local newspaper. A tiny ad was there proclaiming how Janusz (J) had for sale, and now for demonstration, his box. We had no idea there was the third component. It could decode or decipher the meaning of any communication, and it could respond like an oracle to questions of fate or perplexity.

It was unwittingly started along to completion by a cousin of J who had heard of Rejewski’s exploits in mostly pre-WWII Poland. Rejewski had figured out how the German Enigma worked. The Engima began in 1918 by Scherbius of Scherbius and Ritter. Later it had three then five rotors to scramble letters for messages to be sent by business enterprises and the military. The German military got 30,000 of the Engimas. They were much used in WWII. You know, Bletchley and all that.

What Rejewski did was to detail the 105,456 rotor settings. That took a year. Then machines were set up to check on rotor arrangements, they were replicas of Enigmas. These machines were called bombes, and they could get the settings in two hours.

J didn’t build a bombe. He actually started out with translating. You would feed in a paper page on which was typed what needed to be translated. Out came the translation. Nifty, but common. J added an editing component to the box. In went a document through a second slot to be edited and back came an edited (more or less) version of that document. But these two functions of the box and their two slots for insertion were fronts for J’s real interest - cypto and answers without limits. The translator and editor represented some money but the crypto function guaranteed power and a great deal of it. That was what J wanted.

He also wanted recognition. He made it known through back channels that his box could do more than translate and edit. The cypto position came into play through a third hidden slot in that box. Also, anything could be asked of it. It could solve any cryto puzzle put to it. And I do say “asked.”  J would talk to the machine then he typed what he had asked or proposed. Later he spoke as he typed. He didn’t always get a reply. If he did, it could be garbled (and not in code). Once a reply took a week. Whatever it took, if J could understand the reply, it was awesome.

Such a huge potential led J to incautiously place another tiny ad on our page. J was touting the box as an enterprise of his Hobby and Invention shop. His shop had been owned by Sam before Sam turned to bribery (see the Adventure of The Babel Plants, Part Three). The ad mentioned crypto and something like “no job too big.”

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Mr. Holmes had snapped the paper open. As always he went to our page first. He found the second ad.

Really, now I will need my magnifying glass if these little adverts become any smaller. What is this? I do believe the proprietor of Hobby and Invention is going into a dangerous area. It could be he has made himself a subject of interest to Them. Sam of course is in confinement but the new owner will be lucky to be so situated. I must repair to Hobby and Invention forthwith.

I decided to also head that way. We parted at the shop entrance. J was down the street at a snack shop, so Mr. Holmes went to get him and I decided I would hang out with John Rockenjer, J’s assistant, who was minding the store. I had hardly got into the shop and began to survey projects, parts, electronics of all kinds, and scientific support books and games when I discovered a Zeegler behind me and another and another... I ended up bound and gagged in a chair sitting where I could not be seen unless someone opened the door wide. John was on the floor behind the counter - gagged and tied.

I heard Mr. Holmes and J talking as they approached the door to the shop. They entered and took a few steps when approximately nine Zeeglers emerged from behind various parts of the shop. Each had a knife in hand. Mr. Holmes struck J senseless so that he slumped into a pile against the wall and floor. Mr. Holmes crouched over J. The Zeeglers came at Mr. Holmes in pairs or threes lunging at J but Mr. Holmes fended them off. After four or five attacks, the Zeeglers regrouped and as one they held their knives aloft and then launched them at J. Mr. Holmes was like a hockey goalie in thrusting out his legs to block some of the knives. Others he caught in his hands, but one got J in the shoulder and two more ended up in a leg. The blades were not long and the wounds, thus, were superficial. Then the Zeeglers disappeared.

Mr. Holmes had knocked out J to make him easier to defend. Mr. Holmes had him in a compact place and knew the immovable borders to defend. Mr. Holmes undid me. John had worked himself free. J needed little attention, more of a bloody mess than anything else.

Me - Why knives?

Mr. Holmes - Why indeed and with short blades. They had no intention of greatly harming Janusz.

A scare tactic?

Perhaps. In the event, Janusz must go into hiding, separately from the box. Obviously They are presenting evidence to Janusz that They will affect whatever they regard as necessary vis-à-vis the box and Janusz. The effort on Their part will take place soon and be the apprehension of Janusz and the box. Once Janusz shows Them how it works, then Janusz will be no more.

I went home and at least I had no headache or chest pain this time unlike some of my other encounters with the Zeeglers. The Zeeglers hadn’t tied us tightly. I hadn’t tried to force my bonds as John did. Surely they could have done better than that. When Mr. Holmes arrived he appeared quite concerned, very perturbed.

My dear boy, this has become a matter of the utmost urgency.

His box is that good?

His Quantum Entity, as he calls it, if in the hands of Them, will secure world domination for Them and, in due time, world destruction - except for Their enclaves, of course.

No secrets safe from Them?

Yes, I am sorry to say. It is quite irritating that Janusz insists his box has no superordinary capabilities, he says the Zeeglers came to seize the box, and that there was one in the shop but it was only a prototype. Furthermore, the prototype has only translating and editing activities. What nonsense! In his shop I asked him to show me the design of the box. Janusz began to get out some blueprints and notes he had drawn up. These were incomplete, deliberately so. Meanwhile in an adjacent room, wadded newspapers in a waste bin that I had lit a few moments previously were in flaming contact with window drapes. I took a few steps to the doorway to that other room and paused. Janusz, succumbing to the old trick, rushed to another file cabinet and drew out other drawings and notes. I contrived to bump into Janusz when he was exiting to the storefront and he dropped all on the floor. He begged me not to help him. But I saw enough to know what Janusz had been attempting and had now succeeded in building. The box had a third component. For it, there was an off and on toggle switch. A blue light was lit if it was operating.

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Fortunately, I could get free of this ominous business by the simple expedient of attending school, which I did with obliterating gusto. Some guys from Detroit came in for a talk about car design and with a snazzy big model of the look of a car of the future. So? It was all over our heads (and we were all boys, except in one instance) - the math, the drafting skill, the interest in such a mass of metal. To drive it would have been cool but then what? As a job? We all had vague notions about what was a “job.” No thanks. Later, one of the speakers put up on the board the usual math symbol for infinity. A girl did the ID of it without having got her hand up. I had gotten my hand up first. Anyway, for them to sully the deep glorious dense mystery of a fascinating concept with a connection to car design was repellent to me.

Duane and I walked home across the fields close to our homes. In the days in decades to come we would have been on peoples’ lawns. If it was open, it was built upon, such is “progress” at all times and in all places. He spilt off a few blocks from my place, and I entered my room to find Mr. Holmes and J in conversational low tones. J had my chair so I went to the bed. J was looking at the floor, musing, as I came in, and Mr. H had put a finger to his mouth to signify recognition that I had arrived and to be quiet. I sat on the bed.

Mr. Holmes - Surely Janusz you do not believe They (of course J didn’t hear a “They,” it was “they” to him) will now ignore you? You are in much danger. Though I fail to see what translation and editing can be as so important to them.

J - Industrial competition. I have a very good machine, an excellent product.

H - The puzzles it can solve, no task too difficult?

J - Of course, all translation and editing done well.

H - (impatient and raising his voice) Mr. Koslowski, your box is not all about translation and editing. Is not that correct?

J had been with eyes on the floor until now. He looked at Mr. Holmes with tears in his eyes. And why not? I know more than others. Why should I not be unlike the others?

H - (pressing) You will soon be in a state like so many others that have gone before you like we all must, but as always the how and the when occupy some with paramount anxiety. No such anxiety need now plague you. Your time and place are awaiting you in a matter of days, perhaps in less time.

J put his head in his hands. No sobbing, but exasperatingly loud breathing, as if mounting an attempt at a great physical exertion - that old “gird the loins.”

J (in a soft wail) Oh can’t something so beautiful and forceful be without pain and capture?

H - The key is “force.” There is always push back, please be sensible. Let me help you. There is no crime here, yet, and no problem in crime to be solved, I do this to prevent much other damage to a great many other people. Do consider them. Let me take you to a safe place, and the box can be hidden until further complications can be sorted out.

It was obvious J was frozen into a lack of action. Mr. Holmes looked at me and then the door. Yeah, little I could do here. I went upstairs to check out the Tube. It would be Three Stooges most likely. I could tell Mom that Mr. Holmes had another student needing a one-on-one. Maybe I could find some untethered high-in-sugar edible. As it turned out, it was one of the better shorts, Curly was a military honcho and Larry was a diplomat while Moe was a startlingly accurate Hitler. Really it was fearfully good - like a horror show with calm prelude of what would soon be an impossible to believe presentation of slaughter. Though, of course, WWII wasn’t an entertainment.

Upon my return, I discovered J and Mr. Holmes had left. Upon Mr. Holmes return he told me that J was in hiding. The box was stowed safely somewhere. He was not going to tell me where J was hiding. Mr. Holmes can’t be hurt by Them. Whereas I can be hurt for short periods, but They could string together a series of hurts, so I cannot know J’s whereabouts. Certainly if They knew of the Quantum Entity and it’s being impossible to always control, they would rid the world of J. So, then, how to dispose of or what to do with the box? I rather liked the idea of it being Their problem. Soon enough They would find out the QE isn’t in the box, it is “associated” with it. As noted, J doesn’t know exactly how he got the box and the QE associated. Easiest would be to prove it has become dissociated but how? Failing that, where is the box going to be?

Woe to me for not inquiring where the box had got to. It turned out to be rather uncomfortingly close. And, as far as I was concerned, it had personality. This “thing” had begun to bother me and to usurp my time and thoughts. I wanted to not think of the QE so I asked what is so hot about J’s crypto machine? And, anyway, decode or decipher anything? Isn’t that a bit much? And to be better than Delphi?

Mr. Holmes - One would have hoped it were not so. But now Janusz has gone where he should not have. To withdraw now without addressing the Quantum Entity’s capabilities is unconscionable. Those capabilities must cease, therefore, the Quantum Entity must cease. As for Janusz, I hope he need not be dispensed with. Our opponents must lose interest in him.

Me - You are an expert in crypto. At least you have been reputed to be an author of a “trifling” monograph with analysis of 160 ciphers. There was a case involving stick men.

Do tell.

Well, not of this era, I guess. Anyway, what’s the big deal? Can’t they keep secret their secrets whoever they are?

Mr. H - Mostly governments and their military have wanted secure communication for the sake of dominance of others.

Me - Do tell.

Yes, though one cannot be sure just where difficulties in code breaking, used loosely, now lie. There is secrecy about the secrets of the British GCHQ and your National Security Agency. Since they are secretive, we have no idea how good they may be.

So how do they get on with it? I have (had) heard a smidgen or two about quantum computers, and public and private keys and so on.

I know very little of those. Historically it has been a race between encryption and decryption. They have come up with some unbreakable messaging and then it gets broken. Mary, Queen of Scots, had a code. She was beheaded. Microdots much later were an aid in 1941, though there the message itself was hidden, whereas more emphasis is placed on knowing there is a message and the dare to know its meaning.

Caesar had a cipher. Monoalphabetic substitution has been done. Frequency analysis was the major avenue to counter the encryption. Along came the Vigenère cipher, and it seemed it had been done, no breakage could be possible. Prior to and after the then latest efforts, long ago governments employed Black Chambers to crack secrets. Best was Geheime Kabinets-Kanzlei in Vienna.

No group broke the Vigenère cipher. Babbage did it and by cunning. He found repetition because the English to be rendered was repetitive. And there were factors of length in regard to the keyword. But he got no credit for this discovery. Kept it to himself. Kusiski was credited. Both realized the cipher could be broken, because the key had to have meaning.

Janusz is after meaning too. The utilitarian kind that facilitates power. To have enough of it, power, there is our capacity to interpret and respond that becomes overwhelmed if the power be immense and that response and interpretation in the service of meaning is taken over by machines. Then meaning becomes what the machines indicate it may be. They then define “power.”

The Quantum Entity may be omitting what is obvious to its kind, like Champollion realizing scribes were omitting vowels on the cartouches of Ptolemy and Cleopatra, while Ventri, building on the work of Kober, found that in Linear B, the “s” ending was deliberately being suppressed since it was well enough known then that it should be there. Most probably the Quantum Entity is a list with no exclusions. It encompasses all items, if scientific in Newton-Hamilton-Fermi-Einstein fashion. If not scientific, all is sorted into assigned functions to become “knowledge” which is of little use to it. It is not alive, nor can it die. It provides “history” as a fiction. It connects the dots, lines become lines of lines and matrices spring forth in differing dimensions. It can deal in thought but not Mind, which is where Janusz comes in.

Me - So to be rid of the QE, we must be rid of J?

H- Not necessarily.

Me - So the QE knows no past, no future, “now” simply “is,” not sandwiched between past and future. Metaphorically in quantum terms one could bend the past into the future and live out one’s past in the future.

H - Odd expression.

Me - There, for QE, all is done very fast, there are no speed limits. The power J hungers so abjectly for, is frightful, gigantic, monumental and decisive. There is no progress or achievement since these depend on the slowness of process. Earth gone in a blink, no realization of what had been done. There is no experience to be realized. So it has no development, no start, no end. No birth, no death. All of it “is.” Right?

H - Hm, you are grappling with a great unknown.

Me - Anywho, we assemble and disassemble, for it, no such thing, all “is.” It doesn’t affect us unless we provoke it. Our research, by J and others, is reaching to it. We, in a sense, create it by discovering it. The QE may not be representative, it could be much worse.

H - Perhaps you are glossing over extraordinary complexity rather roughly.

M – It is idle speculation, no referent. It is worrisome and bothersome. I don’t want to stick with it.  Hm, well then how about a game of chess? I can’t sleep just yet.

H - Certainly.

M - May I be Black? I have been persistently playing as White.

H - In these circumstances? But of course.

Actually Black is red (almost pink) since it is a plastic set, the cheapest, and White is cream. We went into a Queen’s Gambit. I had tempi but his piece activity was compromising my desire for a quiet positional game. He gave up a piece for the attack and to clear the center. I recognized his advantage but he had to do more, he had to win. Of tremendous power was his Queen, though she was at the edge of the board, she raked along the center towards my King who sheepishly had to stumble along and get behind two Pawns and call on a Knight that needed to be much closer. Mr. Holmes had potential galore and could make it a short game. His potential was paralyzing my formulation of variations. My move calculations were into a not favorable endgame, I had to prevent a move making my stance worse. What to do? How to negate or neutralize such potential? But then Mr. Holmes offered to adjourn the game. What a good guy! I accepted with alacrity. And then to bed.

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I dreamed : I was being splashed with blue ink, it came spurting out of a model Detroit car as it rolled toward me. It was going to crush me! But a Queen approached, I was dry and no car. She raised a knife with a short blade above her head and threw it at me - I got it in the forehead. It spilt my head open, not in half. One side was a winner, the other was a bigger portion, the loser. Doubt was invited in and I got a dollar a page. I was eating dog food out of a can like Victor Jory. No career for me. The test I knew but not the answers. I was looking for the answers on a tic tac toe board. I was X and the O’s were blue lights with toggle switches - off and on, blinking and winking, thinking and mocking, devious and insincere and malevolent. Moe wanted to hug me and I said no mustache but he screamed he would lose his personality. Mr. Holmes was down at the far left with all the other space in the Universe taken up by a huge wad of paper trash of almost google-plex size. It was data. It was swelling despite already having all room to itself except for Mr. Holmes. Tiny Mr. Holmes had a machete with a long blade. He was ready to swing and cut into the wad which could not move and so it could not be the Prime Mover or the Leviathan. Such vastness could not be uncorked. It must include the stupid. Of what use is a Stupid Universe? If it has immense intelligence from superb also supernatural knowledge then it must include the stupid. It was without innovation, lacking a twist. All things in their places are the best (Aristotle). Take care of your tools and they will take care of you. Too bad, so sad, we got fire, fission, wheels, flight, chemicals, orange blades of grass, civilization, culture, bipeds and trees, single cells, Big Bang vs Big Boil and poof! atoms and less, more fragments, it was gone and defragged? Mr. Holmes wasn’t swinging, he was shaking, me. I was awake. Awake? Well not dreaming.

Mr. Holmes - Up now. Breakfast. And he was shaking me by the shoulders. Awake? Breakfast, I daresay it would be just the thing.

Me -  If only you had a longer machete.

Mr. Holmes - What?

Me - OK, OK I’m going. Up I go and maybe awake.

I stepped through the open door and started the slight left turn and one step up to the lower landing and saw something. It was there on the floor at the back of the recessed darkness under the flight of stairs (a quick right and up from the landing). It maybe was where others before us had put gardening tools. There were no outside sheds. What I saw was blue. A little bigger than a quarter. It was hazy, like clouds in front of it. It was watching me. Was I awake? I saw a dim gleam of metal beside the light. It was the toggle switch and it was up! Meaning it was on!

I felt like I could die any second. Too sudden for me. Why now? I wasn’t prepared. This was unfair. I backed away to the door. Not looking at anything except the blue light, the indicator. I pushed the door open by reaching behind me. Mr. Holmes made an indistinct sound. I was nearly in the room still backing away going toward the bed. Mr. Holmes came over. The door had shut, he opened it - Good heavens!

He came over to me. I would not look at him. Why did he bring that damn thing here? I said nothing.

Do understand my dear boy. Go upstairs, call this number (on a paper he gave me). Call Janusz and tell him to bring his typewriter and paper. Tell him it is an extremely urgent emergency! The thing has exerted itself!

I would not go through the door. I put my chair under the East window and grunted my way outside. I returned the same way.

Mr. Holmes - The box could not be far away. It was placed in a neglected area. Janusz did not know it was here. I beseech you my old friend, I felt it was for the best.

I croaked - Really?

In a very short time, J arrived. He knew it was there, that is, he saw it on his way in. He got it and put it on my card table. He had my chair and the typewriter was in front of the box. Mr. Holmes stood by his chair. He was looking at the door. With regret? He continued watching the door. Until I yelped. I stared at the box, at the eye, from a far corner of the bed, I really really wanted to be anywhere but here.

Mr. Holmes, in a commanding voice began to speculate about the Etruscans, or so I thought it was speculation. What the heck?

Mr. Holmes - They had become identifiable by 700 BC. Mystery about them was tainted by later corrosive contact with the Romans. But the language remains a mystery. Could be a connection with shreds from Lemnos in the North Aegean Sea. Then there is Raetic from an Alpine region north of Verona. I wonder if it is hearing this? All the better if it does.

continued Mr. Holmes - Janusz (who had only been staring at the typewriter, no looks at the box) please insert your paper and recite after me: “How and why was the Etruscan language not Indo-European?”

J did as he was told. Thereafter, he then went back to staring at the typewriter. Mr. Holmes resumed watching the door. My vision was glued to the blue sinister and silent light. Nietzsche would have liked what could be beyond... beyond whatever you cared to name like the box with the light. Maybe I was going to vomit. Something was going to happen. Maybe ten minutes went by. I wished for some release, I was too young to die, so what else was there to do?

I let out a yelp. Good word, if a cross between a yell and a cry (Victorian usage) for help. I gulped and it hurt an awful lot.

It moved! J and Mr. Holmes snapped a look at me, then at the box. The blue light was out. But the sound of the toggle switch, looking like a small baseball bat, going down, shutting off, frightened me and startled me. Holy cow, it was loud! Rather unnecessarily I pointed at the box. Now I felt fine. I smiled. I suppressed a laugh. I thought it would hurt J’s feelings. But then he was the jerk that could have ruined us all. Now I felt like slugging him.

Calmly, Mr. Holmes said to J - You have a fine machine. What remains is worth much and will be a powerful influence in its field.

J didn’t say a word. He carefully put the typewriter in its case. He left the paper. I kept it as a memento, an exhibit. J picked up the box and left.

No breakfast.
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I sleepwalked through normalizing the next few days. Mr. Holmes put a tiny ad on our page proclaiming the superiority of the Holmes Factor over any other crypto technique - should it come to primes. He was like the Queen in our chess game - in a position of enormous potential. A bluff? Sherlock Holmes? Consider the track record.

He also visited the Hobby and Invention shop where J and John were getting on with it. Mr. Holmes was there for a short time and then left by the back way. John by then was tending to affairs behind the front counter. Then a Zeegler entered the shop. John alertly watched the smiling Zeegler. Then another Zeegler entered the shop. John reached under the counter for the revolver kept there for certain situations. Next to the revolver was the police button. The first Zeegler held up his hand, smiled, and said “No need.” The second Zeegler turned around and faced John and also smiled and held up his hands and said “No need.” John did not touch the revolver nor press the button. Then more Zeeglers entered. One came from the back room. In all there were ten Zeeglers in the shop so the shop was packed with Zeeglers. All were animatedly asking questions about merchandise. All seemed well informed as the questions were to the point, no fluff. In all they bought a ton of equipment and supplies. All paid cash. They exited as a group except for one who had a radio in each hand that we put down as he began to remove his disguise.

I actually have no need for these radios, I get the news I need from the weather report, and as he said that, he glanced at the newspaper open on the counter to the weather page. Nevertheless, please accept this purchase price and may I donate it to a raffle on behalf of Janusz so that he might start up his translation and editing company? The last of the disguise had been removed.

Mr. Holmes!

I tarried a bit out back before setting off. I saw the visitation unfold. Tell Janusz I will match whatever is raised in the raffle that will benefit his company.

Most generous of you, sir.

Ah, but I am not of the peerage, though your appreciation is acknowledged.

Later I asked how Mr. Holmes was prepared to don a Zeegler disguise.

After the Moonlight and the Arrow of Time adventure, as you term it, I placed certain items in my coat’s vast inner pockets in order to be prepared for such an eventuality, however slight I regarded the prospect.

No arm bands or headbands?

Certainly not.


Much later, with the dust more settled and the motes long gone, I craved a chess game, a truly absorbing one.

Me - How about a nice game of chess? Sure beats Global Thermonuclear War. Or tic tac toe?

Eh?

Chess it is. May I have White?

Let us endorse the time honored approach.

He picked up a cream pawn and a red pawn. Now he put them behind his back and then extended his fists fingers down. I did not want to touch him, so I pointed.

I lost. As always, Mr. Holmes pulled no punches. In compensation I wanted breakfast. That other breakfast had been missed and served without me. I went upstairs. I asked Mom for breakfast. Ordinarily such a request was instantly dismissed as foolishness. There were rigid times for the three meals per day. Not there? Didn’t like it and said so? Then in either case no ill feelings, but you didn’t eat. Maybe the stress of events in the QE vein had been showing. She knew something had been up. I needed to get down and stay there. I got breakfast. All the trimmings. Nothing was said except I thanked Mom. Breakfast as the emblem of Normality. I could resume.



The End

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