On page 4 of the local newspaper
was an account of an Army convoy from Northern Colorado being diverted. It had
gone into Nebraska and disappeared. Mr. Holmes did not fail to bring this to my
attention. But a convoy, Army trucks, deuce and a halves gone off the
reservation? So?
Popcorn was a family tradition on
Friday night. We had a gunnysack of it in a hallway closet. We shelled it. Then
into a popper with a right angle stirrer through the cover and into the corn.
Add lard to the popper, corn in, gas on and stir. We would get the top coming
off as the popping went on and on. The top would clang onto the stovetop, so we
knew to remove the popper from the heat. Then we would load up the popper again
and give it another go. Butter (real butter) and salt until satisfied.
Fully stuffed with popcorn I went
downstairs and found no Mr. Holmes. As he had resolved after the activity known
informally as The Case of the Missing Milk Bottles, he was probably in disguise
and not smoking as he visited far and wide with the citizens of Cheyenne.
He was gone until the AM next day.
Then it was front-page news that a convoy of trucks had been proceeding west
from Kimball (Nebraska) near the state line when a few other Army trucks
uninvitingly joined them near Pine Bluff. The interlopers roared up beside a
truck, removed the occupants by means of long grappling hooks and commandeered
the truck away from the convoy, heading due north. A Zeegler, or so it must
have been from the description, was seen by flashlight in the truck bed before
the light was shot out.
Why was this usurpation of a
government truck so momentous? It had been in a low profile convoy transporting
a missile part. That part of the missile was to be fitted to an ICBM having a
nuclear warhead. Until the capture of the missile part, no nukes were known to
be in the area.
But note, it was front-page news.
The missing convoy had been on page 4. Page 4 was one of "our" pages
but now it had gotten promoted out of our territory. Maybe we were to assume a
license to pursue front-page news?
Mr. Holmes did not think so. He
religiously read pages 3 and 4 over the next few days and sadly concluded that
we were to have no involvement in the missing missile part dustup. He had
talked to his Air Force contacts and learned the part was involved in the
guidance system of the missiles. The Air Force feared They would duplicate the
part for placement in all other ICBMs.
I thought so what - make up a new
part and install that one.
So then - said Mr. Holmes, They
will steal the newer one and fabricate copies.
Can't they stop Them?
Apparently it would be cat and
mouse on and on. Our side could never be sure the missiles would go where they
should go. A faulty guidance device could convince the missile to explode after
the rockets had ignited but without the missile leaving the site. In other
words, the faulty guidance would "convince" the missile to detonate
at the site after a travel of zero miles. Then, too, the missile could leave
the site but be misdirected and impact an incorrect target.
Me - This meddling gives the
Soviets the advantage.
Mr. Holmes - Not if their guidance
systems have also been tampered with.
Have they?
Mr. Holmes nodded in affirmation.
Me - But this is all, if I may so,
highly irregular. (Mr. Holmes almost smirked.) Whatever could They be up to?
It seems They have always had the
threat of someone in the nuclear force deciding to end it all if They were on
the verge of success from one of Their schemes to rid the world of almost all
of us.
Me - That has always been a
possibility, hasn't it?
Yes.
So they are removing the nuclear
capability worldwide. Then the scenario of a Red Army sweeping across Europe
comes alive.
No, They would not allow it.
Who says?
Our authorities.
What cold comfort. The B52s are
still operating.
No.
No?
They have had, these last months, a
need on an ad hoc basis to return to base for repairs. The nuclear loads were
then altered.
Me - This has gotten out of hand!
This makes it seem They can now operate without hindrance if they can get a
scheme successfully swooshing along.
Mr. Holmes - We would stop them.
True, we have so far.
Sad to relate, I think we go no
further.
What do you mean? At last, They
have been successful?
No, quite the contrary, we have
succeeded.
You mean to say, they have given
up?
Mr. Holmes - If we remain, they can
achieve nothing.
Granted. We, or at least you, won’t
let them get along.
So why must they persist? It would
be rather senseless of Them, agreed?
Me – Like nukes are pointless,
unless their threat is to the use, accidental or insane.
Correct. But note They are not
insane nor are They accidental.
Meaning?
The meaning will become clear in a fortnight.
My guess presently is that your suspicion that you might cycle through your
school, ad infinitum, is groundless.
We are kaput?
In another manner of speaking, yes.
I took a long look around. It was
all familiar, yet it wasn’t mine, not really. Mr. Holmes sat in his chair, arms
on the armrests, pipe in mouth, looking very much like when I first saw him.
The newspaper was unceremoniously dumped on the concrete floor.
Done? No more fun? Why end it? Why
start it? Why continue it? This wasn’t our world. Mine was elsewhere. Mr.
Holmes would go to ….
So, Mr. Holmes, you think I am to
return?
I do suppose so.
You?
I have no idea.
I irrationally kept trying to fit
Mr. Holmes into this world, why couldn’t he be allowed to persist? I wanted to
make it known that he could be allowed to persist. Though truly I didn’t want
to go. I had suddenly come on the scene. I suppose I would suddenly go away
from the scene. Start and stop. No more tutor, Black Leg, cig stamps and green
gas, Stephanie and John and a twenty-dollar bill and bad lettuce and snowflakes
that bacteria loved. Mostly, no more “smoke it outside” and helping with
chemical analysis, and receiving homework assessment by phone, and helping to
gun down Zeeglers galore. He wouldn’t be with me on cold, windy nights.
Whatever he was, he was a Mr. Holmes to me. My Mr. Holmes. I don’t suppose I
could go with him? No escape. Certainly not. We didn’t come together. I had my
route, he, his.
I had been musing about all this,
then I realized Mr. Holmes was watching me-
again, a lot like when I first saw him here in this basement, this
bedroom.
My dear boy, we have saved a world
and helped it to be safer than the one you came from. I suppose it is
“progress” that Victorian England was dismantled slowly and surely into a world
like yours that ignores a stunning peril. A grievous, vicious, horrible world-ending
in store for yours, someday. Always 1 + 1 is 2. Insanity plus error makes for
an accepted outcome. It must be persistently accepted, the process of addition
persists, so the outcome too persists.
I hope not, Mr. Holmes.
Never give up hope but know reality
when you see it. History is not memory. Memory is history. Have a weapon, use
it. Axiomatic, if you don’t have it, then it can’t be used. If you can’t remember
it, then it isn’t. Remembering when it wasn’t, hopefully, won’t
help.
Now, Mr. Holmes, you make me all
the more reluctant to go. All will go on as it is here. They won’t miss me.
Truly, They will know you are gone.
Yes, incongruously, I am known to
Them and no one else.
But for me.
Pardon me, of course, you are the
most important of all.
A fortnight passed by. Mr. Holmes
said it would be today. We would go. He had said goodbye to Them. How odd of
him to do that.
It was 10 AM on a Saturday. Lots of
Sun was coming in the East window of the bedroom-basement. I heard a tramping
of many feet coming down the stairs. Mr. Holmes did not reach for his
revolvers. He did pick up the diary from the card table and put it in one of his
jacket pockets. I knew they wouldn’t knock. The door swung open slowly. A
phalanx of Zeeglers entered. All of them were smiling. I was standing by the
armchair. Mr. Holmes was directly behind me.
The Zeeglers parted in the center
and out stepped the only teacher that ever gave me unbiased encouragement. She
was one of my junior high teachers, an English teacher. I could never recall
her name. She had me read my writing before the class, and it got in the school
newspaper. She mentioned what better books were to be had from the Scholastic
Book Club. She had me looking up words in the dictionary. She was great. She
had steel blue hair, glasses, tall, overweight and shook all over if she
laughed. She offered me her hand, I took it. She faded away.
Then one of my Army lieutenants appeared
where she had been. Red hair, narrow nose, head back, a lasting smirk coupled
with a blank look of authority on his face. Suddenly a fist shot by my right
cheek and collided with the lieutenant’s jaw. He fell quickly backward and
disappeared.
Mr. Holmes whispered– Was he the
one?
Yes.
Then Dr. Hammer came forward. My
research guide and savior from economic disaster. Sad, blue watery eyes. His
hands always twisting at the wrists. I
intercepted the right hand for a shake. He beamed at me. There were only three
signposts for my past. Dr. Hammer disappeared.
Then it all disappeared. I was
home. My wife and daughter were down at the end of the hallway going over my
daughter’s homework. I was in the living room, but I wasn’t alone. I turned
around and looked up at Mr. Holmes.
Mr. Holmes – We have little time. I
have been posted to a new venue.
I hope you knock them dead, so to
speak.
Mr. Holmes had lost his boots and
legs up to his knees.
Give me your hand, my boy. I wish
you well. Those were memorable adventures. You are to be commended.
Mr. Holmes, I thank you for the
adventures. No one can top you. May you never cease to exist, to be thought of
with admiration always.
Thank you, my dear boy.
He had disappeared from the waist
up to the shoulder on the left side. He still had his left arm. He still had
his right hand in mine. His right shoulder was starting to fade. He quickly
removed from his right jacket pocket the diary I had kept.
Yours, he said.
I couldn’t say anything as I took
the diary.
I must go. His grip was firm and
confident.
I let go of his hand. Only his head
remained. He smiled assuredly and knowingly.
I smiled.
He was gone.